I Am Alice

Break up, Breakdown, Breakthrough

About the book

I am Alice is a memoir that tells the story of Alice’s spiritual awakening and mental breakdown, with both events occurring concurrently. This radical transformation takes place when her life changes in an instant. Nothing could have prepared Alice for the domino effects that ensued after her world was irreversibly altered one fateful morning.

Two shocking events take Alice on a new journey with a whole new set of twists and turns. During the day she comforts her mother and siblings, and at night she is lost in a parallel universe, suffering from physical and emotional pain.

In writing her very personal story, she hopes to remove the stigma of trauma in people’s lives. She hopes that others will reach out, ask for help and find the right support.

Alice believes we are all going through deep transformation, and she hopes by sharing her story, the frequency of her words will inspire and support others through change.

“Trauma is a gift that takes us all on a path of rediscovery and connects us with our divine blueprint, we came to earth to experience”

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About Alice

Alice was born in London, United Kingdom. Her parents moved to the south coast of England as a child, but she returned to London and lived all her adult life there. After studying art history and film studies she became a Bass Player in a semi-successful Indie Band, called The Auteurs alongside her then boyfriend. Early on they toured with Brit Pop band Suede, David Gray, and The The, making 4 albums during their career and touring the world. During this time Alice developed her love of photography and later in her 30’s moved into magazine publishing, creating photo shoots, and working as a photographic agent. In her 40’s she moved out of London, got married and retrained as a graphic designer.

Since 2017 she’s been living in Ubud, Bali, Indonesia and has come full circle back to music, retraining in sound healing, playing harmonium, singing mantra, and working with voice and frequencies. She found a new home in Bali, after travelling various countries and she never left.

About Alice

Since 2017 she’s been living in Bali, Indonesia and has come full circle back to music, retraining in sound healing, playing harmonium, singing mantra, and working with voice and frequencies. She found a new home in Bali, after travelling various countries and she never left.

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TESTIMONIAL

Ciara Mc Ardle

Trauma Specialist, TRE provider

PsychoSpiritual Mentor & Therapist

A Riveting Read!

Real, authentic and raw. Thank you Alice for sharing your powerful life journey so beautifully and courageously.

This book gives such an insight into how trauma can effect us and the impact it can have on our lives, particularly if it is not understood, seen for what it is and given the right supports and space to heal.

How one event can spiral into a sequence of events, bringing us on a heroine's journey to find the resources to find the way through, into deeper understanding, healing and eventually awakening to a new way of being!

So much is still misunderstood about trauma, so I know this book will give hope to anyone else who is struggling and the courage to keep going, so that they can find the support and resources inside and around themselves to heal, so that they can live the life that they truly deserve.

TESTIMONIAL

A Riveting Read!

Real, authentic and raw. Thank you Alice for sharing your powerful life journey so beautifully and courageously.

This book gives such an insight into how trauma can affect us and the impact it can have on our lives, particularly if it is not understood, seen for what it is and given the right supports and space to heal.

How one event can spiral into a sequence of events, bringing us on a heroine's journey to find the resources to find the way through, into deeper understanding, healing and eventually awakening to a new way of being!

So much is still misunderstood about trauma, so I know this book will give hope to anyone else who is struggling and the courage to keep going, so that they can find the support and resources inside and around themselves to heal, so that they can live the life that they truly deserve.

You can read more reviews on Goodreads.com

Ciara Mc Ardle

Trauma Specialist, TRE provider

PsychoSpiritual Mentor & Therapist

"We all hear these the phrase ” I couldn't put the book down”; this is one of those.

It is a story of Alice surviving extraordinary sudden trauma and all its consequences. These events push her to a different more unusual healing path. The story remains upbeat even if the storyline is harrowing at times.

It serves as a reminder how we all have a breaking point and we all can survive and even possibly find an improved life."

...........Anna Liisa

"Unputdownable! I dove in and was utterly transported. Fascinating what life 'gifts' us to awaken to our heart, our higher calling. The universe is beneficent, this is an invitation to open yourself up to the signs, the subtle whispers of your soul.

I finished your book last night, and i loved it, I truly did. Just the language, it was so easy to read and it transported me. Life is just like fiction"

..............Diane

Frequently Asked Question

Why did I write the book?

For people going through change, we all have unique lives, but our experiences are universal. I felt very isolated going through my complex trauma and spiritual emergency. I wrote about my experiences to help me understand what I was going through and to now I want to help support others.

Who is it for?

Anyone who wants to read about a transformational adventure story from one life to another. Anyone who enjoys reading about life stories Anyone who has gone through trauma or spiritual awakening, or a life changing experience. Anyone who is interested in someone’s unique experience.

Why now?

There are massive changes going on at a global scale, and collectively we have gone through so much change since 2020. Human connection is key to recover and cope with our traumatic experiences and life changing experiences.

Does the book reflect how you feel now?

Absolutely not, the book is very much about taking you on the adventure of what happened in my life at the time. The book is written as I experienced and felt at the time. It does not reflect what I feel about my experience now. I realise now I had to completely change my life as I knew it then and this experience was a way of pushing me into that life, the life I was meant to live. Sometimes in life, you need to lose everything you know, and go through a dark night of the soul. The process is like an adventure or quest to get through to the other side, no matter how. It’s a survival mechanism, the soul is so powerful and determined to survive. It is a powerful story of resilence and personal empowerment. I can now say I am happy my life changed, but I am deeply sorry for the pain and suffering my family and friends had to experience due to my circumstances.

Why did you write this deeply personal memoir?

We all have a unique journey in life but many of our experiences are universal. I hope by sharing what happened to me it will serve to connect others who have similar experiences. When we share our stories we can help to remove shame, isolation and depression that is common when going through trauma and/ or spiritual awakening.

Why release the book now?

Now more than ever before I feel we be going through massive transformation and shifts in consciousness. These themes are outlined in the book What will the reader learn or experience from reading the book? Hopefully a sense that when our life turns upside down, there’s a greater meaning and service in changing our life direction. Often we don’t understand at the time, but maybe int time we are able to look back and see it how it all makes sense.